Who I am missing

People keep asking me about who's going to give me away? First of all I hate this term , I am a person not a box of goods to be given. I guess I look at it this way because not only has my father passed away many years ago but he wasn't a good part of my growing but when he wa even around. You may say well then your grandfather both of mine have passed, not that I would have either give me away I wouldn't have had them walk me down, and I have given thought to having my mother be the one and I'm not sue but I do know the words who gives will not be used. 

However as my wedding date is getting closer and closer I find myself missing my grandparents so very much, I know they would all be so happy but not because I'm getting arrived but becuase I found some one that loves and respects me for me just as iam. But I do know my grandmother would be so please and my grandfathers would be so proud who Iam growing in to as women. It's this that I miss not being able to share with them.