Wedding

Wedding planing really has a way of making women just a bit crazy. It's funny every women I know is just dieing for something to do with my wedding, it truly is nice to know they want to be a part of it but it does make me thing do they want to do things because they are just friends helping a friend or is it because we in our society have conditioned women to believe that this one is the most important thing that could ever happen. It is a bit wired for me planing my wedding and feeling just so about it, I don't mean about marrying my fiancé, but about the details about this party and that's really what the wedding is, yes we are having a spiritual ceremony and that I'm over the moon about planing. But everything else to me just doesn't seam to matter flowers and fevers table settings. I don't know if I feel this way became even thou I had the our bride dollars as a kid I was never that little girl that playied wedding or the teen that thought about it and planned it. When I have thought about my wedding over the years I have always thought more about what kind of spiritual ceremony I would have. 

I'm doing a lot of things for my wedding as DIY. I'm making my dress yes I did say that, however I'm not wearing a big white dress. Having gone to a lot of school dances and doing reenacting, I have truly bean able to wear all the big lovely dresses. Trying to top some of the dresses I havent worn over the years is kind of hard. The one formal that I haven't worn is a Lehenga, so that's what I'm making.  Now I know people what a lot are thinking but you have to try on. The big white dress. Don't worry I have, you see I use to work at a wedding dress shop, and my co workers were always having me try on the new dress. I even have photos of me in them so don't worry I have seen my self in it so I know it's not for me.  On top on the dress I'm also making my cake, yes I know crazy! But you see my fiancé is diabetic, so I'm working on low sugar cake recipes, also I want a cake with out icing for that same reason well that and I think it's lovely with out icing. 

However the real crazy thing is that my weddin is this Septmber 5, 2015. That's right it's a short time and the great fun of it is that my fiancé has moved for his new job so I'm here planing by my self in many ways. But also planing a move becuase we will be moving my stuff to Louisiana the day after the wedding! It's not the ideal plan but being that he just started he can only get a very short time off from work, and we just decided a few weeks ago to do the whole wedding thing and not just live together. So I know it's all going to be just fine, as long as we can keep it about the two of us and about who we are that's all that matters really.