Saturday March 18. I gave birth to what I have to say is the most perfect little girl. It was a truly life changing experience that's for sure, even more so then I thought it would be. I decided to go "natural" meaning no epidural, after all all births are natural. Choosing to not have an epidural was something I knew I was going to do, but at the time that she was crowning I remember thinking why did I do this. Not just the no epidural but the whole birth thing, but the moment she was put on my chest the fare and pain of giving her life what's the place with the most sensational peace and love that compares to nothing else in the world. As I looked at her for the first time I began to cry not for sadness but of joy or over whelming emotion of every kind.
